the story is written inside

I think and feel the basic story is written inside us and it makes us what we are... we are beings with a bunch of stories attached to it... we call it experience... a bit distorted variation.. more like a symbol is memory... especially the word, but the whole story as experience is written inside us .. first cells is hot water and how we got this and that organ and we got to be this fellowship of beings ... there was a time when we where looking like jellyfish... an eternal jellyfish yes and only jelly fish almost and how a group of initiative "reproducers" who broke away from being eternal jellyfishes towards sexual divition... the idea is to get more variations i think and that we got and death too... and how we got out from water and as individuals we go through these stages.. like getting out of the womb we come on to land in this historical rememberance we go through in our development as individuals. Can you see how hard it is for words to communicate this?

So we are like spirals that come out from a sead and spread out their wings so to say... fly a little make love and then turn to dust.. but while eternal jellyfishes we where like flouting lamps... a song
a pattern